Woo guys! i'm back again in this blog!
Hahaha...So amazing to see all the things u all have put up!
Takes days and nights to read through every word every line man!
Trust me!
Haha...
Perhaps all of u might be wondering what happened to me... MIA suddenly.
But NO!
我从未离开 =)
Things might get alittle stormy for me at times. Perhaps from my blog, u guys will think:
"OH NO! Kexin is in some deep shit again."
Then u all will start guessing what happened to me. Haha (I know u guys!)
But Okie lah i believed there are always ups and downs in life.
I might be emotional when things get rocky, but i will eventually grow out of everything and resume back to the happy me! hahaha in case u might be guessing i'm acting nonchalant, acting strong.... THEN U ARE WRONG!!
haha...
i realised i can be strong if i want to. And happiness is short-lived lah. So now i will try to minimize all those awful pessimistic thoughts and get on with life with more happiness around me. Haha.
Okie i tink i shall share what happened to me these few weeks.
1St, my mum and me not on very gd terms. U noe, sometimes we quarell with our mother, we got angry and thus i wrote what happened in my blog, mood gets affected and things lidat. But my mum and i are like that lah. Today fight, tomorrow i pei her go market, then things will be fine and back to normal! REALLY! haha...
2Nd, my new HOD is indeed getting on my nerves. But i am slowly adapting to all the shit lah. Haha i think this takes time too. All of u have been in sch for almost 3 yrs liao, but it's only the beginning for me, so there are many things i have to adapt to... many unknown things i have to learn. So there are times i am stressed up! Woo! but now i am slowly adopting the "heck-care" attitude! haha... Learnt this from Our dear chairman and my colleagues! wOo! *grinz*
3rd, yar my r/s. Keke i broke up with him a few weeks ago. Due to character problems bah. But we are still frenz and the feeling is still there. So we are now working it out, understanding each other and see if someday we can get back together again! It's as simple as that! Haha.... Nothing too serious or too saddening.
SO that's all! I am now happy and contented with my life. It's true. I've learnt some things from these incidents happening to me. Reflecting on what happened is very important. I learnt my own flaws and i believe these incidents will only make me a better person. =)
Oh yar, and perhaps there are times i felt detached from the group. I guess no matter what kind of relationship there is in this world, things will develop into a "stagnant" stage.
This is why sometimes i am alittle "out" of the group. Haha absence makes the heart grows fonder isn't it!! Haha.... I am still very much into FTM! Don't worry! ^^
Just now chatted with Ah-bao in Msn. Talked about all those crazy yet memorable things we did in the past !! Throwing fireworks into the sea.... Singing loudly at the beach... All those late night airport reporting time in Coffee Bean...Genting Hour....Anniversaries... Hahaa.....SO memorable!
Right now, my bedside still stands a lovely FTM photo that we have taken during one of our anniversaries celebrations. Never forget the smiles on our faces.
I AM STILL A PART OF FTM! WOO!!
hahaa =)