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* Thursday, September 29, 2005 *
The Echo of Life
A man and his son were walking in a forest.Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain and he screams,"Ahhhh."
Surprised,he hears a voice coming out of a mountain,"Ahhhhh."
Filled with curiosity,he screams:"Who are you?", but the only answer he recieves is :"Who are you?"
This makes him angry so he screams:"You are a coward!" And the voice answered:"You are a coward!"
He looks at his father,asking:"Dad,what is going on?"
"Son," the man replies,"Pay attention!"Then he screams,"I admire you!"
The voice answers:"I admire you!"
The father shouts:" You are wonderful!" And the voice answers:"You are wonderful!"
The boy is surprised but still cant understand what is going on.
Then the father explains,"People call this "ECHO" but truly it is "LIFE!" Life always gives you back what you give out. Life is a mirror of your actions.If you want more love,give more love!If you want more kindness,give more kindness!If you want understanding and respect,give understanding and respect! This rule of nature applies to every aspect of our lives.
Life always gives back what you give out. Your life is not a coincidence,but a mirror of your own doings.
(Read this from an email recently...found meaning in it...hope to share with you guys! )
Min \('v')/
A man and his son were walking in a forest.Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain and he screams,"Ahhhh."
Surprised,he hears a voice coming out of a mountain,"Ahhhhh."
Filled with curiosity,he screams:"Who are you?", but the only answer he recieves is :"Who are you?"
This makes him angry so he screams:"You are a coward!" And the voice answered:"You are a coward!"
He looks at his father,asking:"Dad,what is going on?"
"Son," the man replies,"Pay attention!"Then he screams,"I admire you!"
The voice answers:"I admire you!"
The father shouts:" You are wonderful!" And the voice answers:"You are wonderful!"
The boy is surprised but still cant understand what is going on.
Then the father explains,"People call this "ECHO" but truly it is "LIFE!" Life always gives you back what you give out. Life is a mirror of your actions.If you want more love,give more love!If you want more kindness,give more kindness!If you want understanding and respect,give understanding and respect! This rule of nature applies to every aspect of our lives.
Life always gives back what you give out. Your life is not a coincidence,but a mirror of your own doings.
(Read this from an email recently...found meaning in it...hope to share with you guys! )
Min \('v')/
* Tuesday, September 20, 2005 *
I just read baolin's message. And i cannot help to feel the song should be changed again. So Cindy did it again. She changed the song
I bet you all... ALL.. are not foreign to this song. After all I think your kids have been singing and singing and singing this song till you are probably SO sick of this song. And they are STILL singing and singing this song. (laugh)
But I would like you all to reflect on this song again.
I bet you all... ALL.. are not foreign to this song. After all I think your kids have been singing and singing and singing this song till you are probably SO sick of this song. And they are STILL singing and singing this song. (laugh)
But I would like you all to reflect on this song again.
我听见你的声音有种特别的感觉让我不断想不敢再忘记你我记得有一个人 永远留在我心中哪怕只能够这样的想你如果真的有一天 爱情理想会实现我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变不管路有多么远 一定会让它实现
我会亲亲在你耳边对你说(对你说)我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心我什么都愿意这样爱你 我爱你爱着你 就像老鼠爱大米不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你我想你想着你 不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心我什么都愿意 这样爱着你
Suddenly this song reflects how much i feel towards my mother. You know something, i have been so frustrated these days. I am just so tired to go to hospital right after work. I miss the days which i can just come home and watch television and lie on my bed. After work i have my parents to buy dinner for me, food will be home by the time i reach home. but now... I am still wondering whether my mum can come home soon. The bills for my mum's hospital bill is going out and somethings are not subsidized. Anyway, that is not what i want to think about at the moment. Doctor said that her wound at the back and lungs has an infection. Now they are changing anti bodtics again. But they dunno whether the antibodtics are working.
i am so tired. you know i am a confused person. I want to rest yet i cannot not see my mother. And i am frustrated and tired. yesterday i was really frustrated because i was really tired and yet my brother came at 8.00 and we stayed till 9.00pm. i really cannot tahan, i really got impatient. But i know my mum wants to see my brother. i did show my impatience.
Today when i went to see her, i was really tired and i miss home. And i know the feeling of missing home.. putting myself in my mum shoes she must have miss home even more. And today i saw the pain she is in and knowing that she has an infection in her lungs i felt guilty that she wanted me to go home early. Really guilty. i wish i really stay next to her and look after her. Missing her son's wedding is bad enough. Having to feel pain that doesn't go way... with so much medicine and antibodtic's drip everyday. Problems one after another ... does seem promising to go home.
Just to say .. cheish and treasure the people you see everyday. We do not know what tommorrow holds. We hear it time and time again... action on it. At least try, dun wait till you realised that something is wrong.
I hope baolin you will get to taiwan with your family. I hope my mum will get better so that i can see her at church when i get married. My big day, i so want her there to see and witness it.
Cindy
* Monday, September 19, 2005 *
hello FTMians, I am here again!
Guys, I am touched by the love and care from all of u when u guys learned about my dad's condition. So now, here's a quick update on what's happening.
My dad is on medication currently, as only 40% of the kidney is functioning. He still goes to work everyday, but his immune system is getting weaker day by day. Till now, shall c what the doctor says. I also don know whether the medicine is working or not, whether the kidney is deteriorating or not.
But not to worry for me ok, I m fine, so is my dad. End of the year I will be going to Taiwan with my family on 19 dec to 25 dec. so i am already looking forward to this day... hopefully nothing goes wrong... praying very hard.
I never feel like a Buddhist before, but when things happen, I started to cling on tightly to my beliefs, starting to pray hard for ppl around me. I believe that having a religion does help in easing one's unhappiness and troubles.
To Cindy, thanks for being so understanding to my plight, showing ur concern to me despite u r also having a hard time.
To MYKK, I hope u are coping well with ur school work and health. Take things easy at a time.
To Chujie and Wende, I hope wende's dad is coping with the chemo, this is a hard period for the 2 of u. chujie, take care of ur health ok, workload must be piling up for u.
To Min, though u din say much of your problems, but i suppose sometimes things might not be going smoothly too, but i like ur happy-go-lucky character, just keep eveery1 of us in high spirit.
To Xin, I know something is bothering u, though i don know wat is it, but u can owas give me a call if u feel like talking to any1, my phoneline is on for 24hr... We have to learn to c things from a different angle, cos anytime we will c hope in LIFE... and we start to realise that life is not that bad afterall.
感恩之心不可无。。。
May things goes well for every1...
Pauline aka 阿宝
Guys, I am touched by the love and care from all of u when u guys learned about my dad's condition. So now, here's a quick update on what's happening.
My dad is on medication currently, as only 40% of the kidney is functioning. He still goes to work everyday, but his immune system is getting weaker day by day. Till now, shall c what the doctor says. I also don know whether the medicine is working or not, whether the kidney is deteriorating or not.
But not to worry for me ok, I m fine, so is my dad. End of the year I will be going to Taiwan with my family on 19 dec to 25 dec. so i am already looking forward to this day... hopefully nothing goes wrong... praying very hard.
I never feel like a Buddhist before, but when things happen, I started to cling on tightly to my beliefs, starting to pray hard for ppl around me. I believe that having a religion does help in easing one's unhappiness and troubles.
To Cindy, thanks for being so understanding to my plight, showing ur concern to me despite u r also having a hard time.
To MYKK, I hope u are coping well with ur school work and health. Take things easy at a time.
To Chujie and Wende, I hope wende's dad is coping with the chemo, this is a hard period for the 2 of u. chujie, take care of ur health ok, workload must be piling up for u.
To Min, though u din say much of your problems, but i suppose sometimes things might not be going smoothly too, but i like ur happy-go-lucky character, just keep eveery1 of us in high spirit.
To Xin, I know something is bothering u, though i don know wat is it, but u can owas give me a call if u feel like talking to any1, my phoneline is on for 24hr... We have to learn to c things from a different angle, cos anytime we will c hope in LIFE... and we start to realise that life is not that bad afterall.
感恩之心不可无。。。
May things goes well for every1...
Pauline aka 阿宝
* Sunday, September 18, 2005 *
I decided to change the song. After SO long someone has to take action! So i will be the ONE. (laugh).
I am sure all of you are familiar with this song.
Things have been happening in these past week. I am still wondering how is Baolin's father's condition and how we can action on it. But i guess baolin mention before if anything happen she just want to be alone with her family. I and the whole of FTM wish them well.
So fast my brother's wedding is next Saturday. My brother is preparing while I am waiting for instructions if he needs help. If not, then i will just dress pretty and act pretty lor. Become a vase. hehehe.. Just hope my makeup will not crake. Just for info my mum will not be attending his wedding. She is very upset over it but then now she has a tube in her and she cannot sit for even 10 mins for us to bring my mum to the church. So she has to give it a miss.
At 10.50 pm having monday blues. hehehe..
Lets move on from this topic .. i should stick to the topic of The One.
Since it is the week before the wedding for my brother lets go into this topic of the one. I always read Xin blog and she is worried about being alone for the rest of her life. This weekend, i met up with a old classmate and she was feeling low that everyone round her seems attached and married but her. I bet everyone feel that certain amount of pressure of not getting attached and not finding that ONE! Well ... even though i am attached and soon going to be married. I was there and done that. Dunno how to convince you that i understand totally what you all feel.
I use to think that i was not good enuff. I will live a lonely person. And i was just a pure moody person. A person in depression... comfortable with this despression. Afterall i am not pretty... i am big size (fat lar.. ) and i am not a very competent person, rough, have sweaty palms (who wants to hold me), tomboi, and all the guys treat me like their buddies. Have to note .. i was from a all ger's school and i have few guy friends. Plus, i was not that likeable. I keep comparing with the many pretty people out there.. everyone else is better than me. And I have admit to you that i have compared marcus with the many guys outside...there is always some quality or something better in someone else. No one is perfect.
The morale of the story is that dun fear that you will live lonely. Just worry you might not be able to live life to the fullest. I feel in the world there is many things in life which one can do and enjoy. god has all plan for us. Dun compare with people with what you have with them. Sometimes what we envy is actually their suffering. (ponder on that) What we see may not be what the real story really is.
If you believe in God. Believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe the person you meet today may not be the one you think is better then the last one. Or how come you didnt end up with the person. Maybe the decision of you two together is not fated and the best outcome is get to come.
Believe that all of your are worth it. Coz in my eyes... you have so beautiful qualities. Dun let anyone say other wise. coz if they do .. I WILL BE THE ONE TO DIG THEIR EYES OUT.
Hushie's sentence " Dun look with your eyes, listen to the heart where your eyes cannot see"
Signing off. Till the next time i change a song.
With love,
Cindy.
I am sure all of you are familiar with this song.
Things have been happening in these past week. I am still wondering how is Baolin's father's condition and how we can action on it. But i guess baolin mention before if anything happen she just want to be alone with her family. I and the whole of FTM wish them well.
So fast my brother's wedding is next Saturday. My brother is preparing while I am waiting for instructions if he needs help. If not, then i will just dress pretty and act pretty lor. Become a vase. hehehe.. Just hope my makeup will not crake. Just for info my mum will not be attending his wedding. She is very upset over it but then now she has a tube in her and she cannot sit for even 10 mins for us to bring my mum to the church. So she has to give it a miss.
At 10.50 pm having monday blues. hehehe..
Lets move on from this topic .. i should stick to the topic of The One.
Since it is the week before the wedding for my brother lets go into this topic of the one. I always read Xin blog and she is worried about being alone for the rest of her life. This weekend, i met up with a old classmate and she was feeling low that everyone round her seems attached and married but her. I bet everyone feel that certain amount of pressure of not getting attached and not finding that ONE! Well ... even though i am attached and soon going to be married. I was there and done that. Dunno how to convince you that i understand totally what you all feel.
I use to think that i was not good enuff. I will live a lonely person. And i was just a pure moody person. A person in depression... comfortable with this despression. Afterall i am not pretty... i am big size (fat lar.. ) and i am not a very competent person, rough, have sweaty palms (who wants to hold me), tomboi, and all the guys treat me like their buddies. Have to note .. i was from a all ger's school and i have few guy friends. Plus, i was not that likeable. I keep comparing with the many pretty people out there.. everyone else is better than me. And I have admit to you that i have compared marcus with the many guys outside...there is always some quality or something better in someone else. No one is perfect.
The morale of the story is that dun fear that you will live lonely. Just worry you might not be able to live life to the fullest. I feel in the world there is many things in life which one can do and enjoy. god has all plan for us. Dun compare with people with what you have with them. Sometimes what we envy is actually their suffering. (ponder on that) What we see may not be what the real story really is.
If you believe in God. Believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe the person you meet today may not be the one you think is better then the last one. Or how come you didnt end up with the person. Maybe the decision of you two together is not fated and the best outcome is get to come.
Believe that all of your are worth it. Coz in my eyes... you have so beautiful qualities. Dun let anyone say other wise. coz if they do .. I WILL BE THE ONE TO DIG THEIR EYES OUT.
Hushie's sentence " Dun look with your eyes, listen to the heart where your eyes cannot see"
Signing off. Till the next time i change a song.
With love,
Cindy.
* Tuesday, September 06, 2005 *
Cup or Water?
A group of working adults got together to visit their University lecturer. The Lecturer was happy to see them. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.The Lecturer just smiled and went to the kitchen to get an assortment of cups - some porcelain, some in plastic, some in glass, some plain looking and some looked rather expensive and exquisite.The Lecturer offered his former students the cups to get drinks for themselves.When all the students had a cup in hand with water, the Lecturer spoke: "If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal that you only want the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. What all you wanted was water, not the cup, but we unconsciously went for the better cups.""Just like in life, if Life is Water, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold/maintain Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change.""If we only concentrate on the cup, we won't have time to enjoy the water in it."
FTmin
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