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* Tuesday, June 28, 2005 *
"TALK" of the dayThe first week of sch....we are in the middle of it....coming to the end soon...hang on...hee....still trying to recover my momentum these few days....but the thought of catching up wif u guys during the long wkend kept my spirits up....
didnt realise that i actually miss talking to my students....talk n talk during lessons.....even find time to go down to the canteen n sit with them to chat....haha.....i think i realli can talk alot.....(hopefully nt nagging power)...no wonder i strongly believe in communication....when u find the need to talk n share....do find time n sit dw to talk to ur collegues....family.....loved ones....friends....n for us.....of cos FTM.....
in the meantime, JIA YOU! \(' v')/_ min min
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:15 PM
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* Monday, June 27, 2005 *
A Thousand & Million Apologies!Haha... paiseh paiseh webmistress! Thought of editing that posting, but then, it will lack originality. So... Thanks Xin for uploading those wonderful photos and adding exciting & hilarious captions!(which really look like Cindy's styles!! : P ) And also doing those crazy things at midnight when she has to wake up early for work the next day!!! X x 3 = Xie Xie Xin!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:19 PM
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Back to the white board...First day has past... PHEW! This morning's alarm clock and waking up was the worst feeling as I was in control of my waking up times during the holidays! You know, I had this dream last night that I was waiting for Xin at NIE after her class! So Weird! And I think there were other familar faces there too! But I can only remember Kexin's face! And guess what, in my dreamz, the first day of school has just past and I was so relieved, only for the stupid alarm clock to wake me up from my fantasy to the scary reality, ie. it's MONDAY, first day back to work!!! Sigh Sigh....... But once I entered the school, it was operation as per normal for me! Thank God man! I was relieved to see my kids settling well to the first day of school. They even asked me enthusiatically if they have to write "Xi Zi" after I have thought them the "Sheng Ci"! Ha Ha... Time to knock off now FTMians... have to wake up at 630am tm to send Cindy for her training at HDB Hub, then it's off to work again! Sian but have to keep motivating myself that another day in school means another day closer to the weekends! Limp or La Kopi tm FTMians???!!!! Nitez Nitez frenz....Koonzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...... Just Me, MYKK
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:04 PM
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Hellos! I better make it clear. It is kexin that made the comments and resize the photos! It is all her efforts!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 9:35 PM
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Thanksgiving 2 UF.T.M just gets better and better! Thanks Cindy for putting up all these wonderful pictures with exciting & hilarious captions! (although some are not true about me! Ha...) Thanks Xin for adding stars to this site(I know it took you so long to find them!), for editing this blog past midnight even though you have to wake up early tm for work! Thanks Baolin for those enriching and encouraging comments about our problems that night!(I told my Cindy and my mum about your "Chrysanthemum Tea" story and they both gave you the "thumbs up"!!!) Thanks Huimin for telling us communications is so important in a family(which practically opens up our heart and our mouth that night!!!) Thanks Chujie for allowing us to understand you better. (Now we know why we must help you keep an eye on Wende! No lah, just joking bro! As far as I know you, I must say... I TRUST you! Chujie> Ding dao ma??) Thanks Wende for paying for the dim sum (and telling me it's not an issue when I told you I will pay you the $$ for the food when I see you next time!) Many THANKS to say, but sincerely speaking, saying thank you here is just not enough to justify my love and thankfulness to you all,bro and Sis'es. I think we have brought our friendship one level up after this June holidays. Its great to see how we have lifted each other up when we are down, compromise with each other even if our ideas differ, walk hand in hand through good and bad times. Thank you my friends, for giving us F.T.M...... Just Me, MYKK
F.T.M wished upon a star at 1:48 AM
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 BEST DRUNKEN PARTNERS OF THE YEAR
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:26 AM
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 too high.......
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:25 AM
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 C'mon!!! One more bottle please!!! hahaha....
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:24 AM
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 LOOK AT THEIR HIGH FACES!!!! hAhaha... MYKK why u look so shuang???!!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:23 AM
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 Hiak Hiak....... I'M HIGH......
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:22 AM
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 Xin & Cindy
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:21 AM
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 Our faces..... Can fight it out with red chilli crabs ler..... hahaha........
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:20 AM
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 Marcus come!!! bao bao!!! i want hugz hugz!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:20 AM
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 Yeah!!! I finishing my red wine soon!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:18 AM
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 Third type of effects..... U start to act cuteee...
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:17 AM
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 Another after effects of drinking red wine....... U smile to urself unknowingly!!! hahaha.......
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:17 AM
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 HIGH!! Who's the hand behind?? Murder case?? hahaha
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:16 AM
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 Okie... My backview nicer!!! Hiak Hiak!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:15 AM
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 take again!!! take again and u noe my RED WINE POWER!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:14 AM
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 the effects of gulping down red wine too fast...................... tomato cheeks
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:13 AM
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 Want somemore??
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:12 AM
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 After drinking red wine........Ah Bao staring into space... Min smiling to herself... Wende's blank look...Chujie laughing at nothing... Xin no face to see people!!! hahaha... Where's Marcus & Cindy?? Where Where?? Ans: drop into toilet bowl!!! hahaha!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:09 AM
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 One more!!! Why is Chujie smiling so happily!!???? High already?? hahaha...
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:06 AM
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* Sunday, June 26, 2005 *
 One more with red wines in our hands!!! Yum Seng to our friendship!! =)
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:59 PM
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 Yeah!!! finally Cindy joined in!!! Look at the red wines before us!! WooHoo!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:53 PM
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 F.T.M family!! But wait!! Where's our dear Cindy!! Without her F.T.M isn't complete!!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:52 PM
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The cake Min and Xin bought from breadtalk on Laska Night @ Chujie's place!! Yeah!! It's celebration time!! But WAIT!! What are we celebrating for?? Hahaha Who cares!! When F.T.M gathers around, everyday is celebration day!! ^^ ,
F.T.M wished upon a star at 11:41 PM
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The first time i heard this song on radio, the lyrics amazed me.The first people that popped into my head,was F.T.M.These few days have been rather rough for me...Dark clouds gathering and stuffs. But thinking of u guys brought a smile on my face.Yes!! F.T.M has this magical effect on me.You guys made me realise, that the road ahead isn't that bumpy.Cos happiness or sadness, i know...We all stand together.Always remember, F.T.M, i need you. =)Xin~*LeAnn Rimes --- I Need YouI don't need a lot of things,I can get by with nothing Of all the blessings life can bring,I've always needed something But I've got all I want When it comes to loving you You're my only reason,You're my only truth ------CHORUS----- I need you like water Like breath, like rain I need you like mercy From heaven's gate There's a freedom in your arms That carries me throughI need you ----------------- You're the hope that moves me To courage again You're the love that rescues me When the cold winds rage And it's so amazing ‘Cause that's just how you are And I can't turn back now 'Cause you've brought me too far Yes I do…
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:19 PM
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Wipe off the tears and frown on your face, it's painful to see ppl whom I treasure n love to be unhappy. I choose to be HAPPY not becos i don want ppl to worry for me, but I want ppl ard me to feel my Happiness and they be HAPPY again. We can choose to live our everyday HAPPY or SAD, I choose to be HAPPY cos i know problems will be solved one day, I will get to c the SUNSHINE and RAINBOW again. "There'll be Sunshine again after the Rain..."Think about the unhappy encounters will not solve the problem but add on to your sadness.
F.T.M wished upon a star at 1:30 AM
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* Friday, June 24, 2005 *
Something i read today: If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything, If you look at what you have in life, you have everything.
F.T.M wished upon a star at 5:08 PM
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I haven't be able to visit this place to put my thoughts in this blog. Not that I dun care just that I have been overloaded with work recently. Actually i was quite sad that Marcus made a comment that i am not committed to FTM. I am still rather upset. He made the comment because i told him i dun really want to go to KTV. Bet all of u know i am not so keen on going to KTV because well.. honestly havent heard of most of the songs you all sing. And it will not be enjoyable that i sing english song and no one joins me. Yes it is the company... but.. u must understand if you put urself in my shoes. It is just really sad that he mentioned that. really hurt me a little. Anyway... while my boss is awhile..and i trying to push for time i am here to put my comments. i cannot not write anything seeing so much nice things put up on this blog. I have to say ... it really have been difficult for me to keep up with everyone this month especially when everyone is on holiday and i am working. I really envious that all of you can go out so late and well.. sleep all afternoon. i really feel more miserable at work. Truthfully work havent been going too well for me too. I finding it stressful to find another job. And the stress of seeing all my friends doing better doesnt make me feel great. I have always found comfort in Marcus while i know he is having his own problems. I have to admit that late nights really kills me. Not sleeping really makes me "jet lag" for a lot of days especially when i have to work. But it is really too enjoyable that i dun want to go home. And i wish it will just carry on and we go out somemore. But i dun have the strength to keep awake i am just tired all the time. With additional work and pressure from my supervisor..life isnt great. My pass month's experience really woke me up... and it is scarey. We always say we will wait for tm. But what if tm never comes? So live for today. And i am happy beyond words that i have such nice sis and bros in this group. So when i am tired and i sleepy all the time. Please forgive me. I really appreciate every effort that we are together. Thank you kexin for putting up this blog. Helping me use words more then I can say. Anyone needs a hug.. come to find the big bear.. me! heee..
F.T.M wished upon a star at 4:27 PM
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Hey guys... no matter what, I m really glad n touched that Chairman took the time to read thru every post that we have posted in the blog and gave comments ... really appreciate it. I agree, n suppose every1 feel the same way, we are glad that we have each other company and giving us the strength to carry n with wat we r doing... giving each other support.. this is really heart-warming. I told my mom that I m glad that life wasnt that difficult for me and things going smooth for me, I must treasure every1 around me. Also I told my other frens and family that I enjoy going out with u guys and really feel that its one of the best gift I ever receive in my entire life>>> knowing FTM n becoming one!!!Xin, no matter wat's happening around u, don't be disheartened... sunshine will come over to u soon.. look things on the BRIGHT side and take it as part of our growing up n maturing process. Things around us and happening around us is only a process, sme ppl like my bro for example, he is also facing a difficult time no but I believe he will walk thru it and face his challenges bravely. I will be here praying for him for good luck and of cos, praying for every FTMians cos i don wish to c any1 whom I treasure so much to feel unhappy and worried... XIN n CINDY , be BRAVE!!! We shall all walk thru these together...Sincerely from Ah Bao
F.T.M wished upon a star at 3:29 PM
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4 keXIN >>didn't know you are going thru so many problems. but last night before me n Cindy left De & Jie place, you seems troubled by the present. really don't know how to help or console you at that moment. first and foremost, i think your tie with HQ should just be put aside or burn in the incinerator! school is starting, there's bound to be bump here and there. it's just normal. the challenge is huge, but don't look at it like a high mountain, but look at it like a small pebble. just do things that are only in front of you, don't look at what's behind that thing. talk about work, i am also not in the right frame of mind to start work, really hope i can just take half a year of no pay leave just to breakaway.(reminds me of kelly clarkson's breakaway! haaa..) So many things have happened in these 2 months and many more to come in the later half of this year. I need to break free! I am still sore with some people in the school. I need a new challenge. but not in this school, esp. with my kind of HOD. as for your tie with your mum, take it slowly to repair whatever misunderstanding or feud the both of you have created. try to put yourself in her shoe, try to understand why she sees you in some ways which you dislikes. it is hard for our Zhang Bei to change their mindset because of how they have been brought up in closed society. but it is easier for us, young people, living in this modern and rapidly changing society, to suit and accept others' ideas. she's afterall your mum, who brought u up and will still be your mum even when u are 40,60 or even 100 years old! I'm glad F.T.M existed and can be a pillar of strength whenever our souls are weak and unstable. we will walk on together, we can reach there(our goals whatever there are!), we are the world!! Oopss.. should be We Are F.T.M !!! till eternity.
F.T.M wished upon a star at 2:09 PM
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Tonight before meeting u guys,already feeling alittle tired.feeling alittle stressed about the new work environment.feeling alittle sick.work hasn't been really smooth for me.just recovering from fever.love life hasn't been as good as i've imagined either.mum hasn't been very understanding.the road ahead seems to be alittle bumpy.alittle weary. then i thought: Please, let me have a getaway from all these troubles.let me just..... enjoy the little surprises in life.enjoy the company of friends.let all worries go away..... ...................i need an escape.Met you guys, eat laska together. Suddenly felt so homely. A little warmth, little happiness, little contentment that i haven't been able to experience for quite some time.i felt loved.Sipping red wine together...taking pictures.eating the cake we bought..... Everything just seems so simple........Yet, special.Little words from you people.But it's the physical contact that all of you are present......are standing by my side.......that brings me tears and touched my heart.brings me happiness that i've always wanted.I truly wanted to be happy. To be free.Love might only last for awhile.but i know ............ friends are forever......Thanks De & Jie, for always standing by me, caring and taking care of me.i felt like a baby. Deeply loved.Thanks MYKK & Cindy, who's always reminding me to love myself, to love life and to be worry-free.i felt like a little sister. Surrounded by care n' concern.Thanks Min, who's always telling me to be stronger, to understand what i truly wanted.i felt like a beloved friend. Often encouraged.Thanks Baolin, who's always sharing with me her views and trying to make me laugh.i felt like a little girl. Hugged , by a pair of invisible hands.F.T.M.... Won't noe what i will become without all of u by my side.So,let us just be the best of friends. Forever and ever till the end. =)*+* hugs *+ *
F.T.M wished upon a star at 1:06 AM
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* Thursday, June 23, 2005 *
+ Take Time + Take Time To Think -It is the source of power Take Time To Pray-It is the greatest power on earthTake Time To Laugh -It is the music of the soulTake Time To Play-It is the secret to pepertual youth Take Time To Love And Be Loved-It is God's given privilege Take Time To Give -It is too short a day to be selfish Take Time To Read-It is the fountain of wisdomTake Time To Be Friendly -It is the road to happiness Take Time To Work-It is the price of successTake Time To Do Charity -It is the key to heavenThis poem is taken from the wall of a children's home in Calcutta, India, which is run by Mother Teresa. Thought I would like to share this with F.T.M.
F.T.M wished upon a star at 2:23 PM
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* Wednesday, June 22, 2005 *
*TOUCHED* Really touched by what the rest of the members have written. Honestly speaking, my life will not be so "happening" and exciting w/o u ppl. It's true tt FTM has added lotsa colours into my life. Whenever I'm happy or sad, I knew there will always be FTM here for me, wallking thru the Ups n Downs of my life. If time can reverse, I hope tt I m still in NIE, I can get to know Xin n Min earlier and FTM can be established much earlier. Xin n Min are just like Angels sent from Heaven, they have indeed added a lot of fun and laughters to FTM, they are always the ones doing things and saying things that really touched ppl. Jie and Marcus are just our Guardian Angel, wise words always come out from them and no matter how vexed we are, they always know how to make u happy, feeling comforted. De is a joker no doubt about tt, he doesnt mind being laughed by us and we always tend to make fun of him. However, no matter how funny n cheeky he is, there is always a serious side of him, rational at times. With him around, he always have ways to make u laugh, liven up the atmosphere. Cindy, she seldom express how she really feels inside, cos she is just not the type who know how to express her feelings verbally. However, I've seen her blog, she is the type who can express how she really feel through writing. Maybe tt's the time when she can settle down quietly and giving thoughts for whatever tt has happen. Last but not least, as for myself, I know I have mood swing very often, tt's something quite difficult to control. But FTM have been putting up with my nonsense silently with understanding... thank u guys for tt. Ah Bao
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F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:32 PM
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The Gift Friendship that dwells within The heart is a Miracle. I don't know how it happens or where it starts... But the joy it brings me always gives my life completeness and richness , making me realize that Friendship is The most Magical gift.
FTM...3 simple letterings that means so much to me. With FTM around...i have learned...matured...enjoyed...shared... I wanna say: Xin...thank u so much for being my JC classmate... Baolin...thank u so much for being Chujie's nie best friend... Chujie...thank u so much for bringing Baolin n Jingjie n Wende into my life... Wende...thank u so much for giving Chujie happiness... Cindy...thank u so much for being Marcus's other half... Jingjie...thank u so much for bringing Cindy into my life Cause i wouldnt bear missing any one of you in my life... Ah Min*('_^)*
F.T.M wished upon a star at 12:22 PM
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* Tuesday, June 21, 2005 *
It's time for us to say...We're F.T.M... It's time for us to say...We're F.T.M...(to the tune of Y.M.C.A.)Yo Yo! Yeah Yeah! Thanks Xin for this super-human effort in putting up our very own FTM friendster and FTM blog onto cyberspace! There are so many thank you to say, so many words that cannot describe how I feel for this group of wonderful Earthlings. Never has a group of friends been so "On" about anything! Never has a group of friends been so compromising! Never has a group of friends been so understanding! Never has a group of friends been so caring! Where can you find this group of friends??? The answer : in FTM !!!
F.T.M wished upon a star at 6:11 PM
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when i first saw this blogskin, i knew it's perfect for f.t.m... why? it's the words "our loveliest memories" kept me motivated in creating this special blog that just mean so much to me... to us... to each and every f.t.m members that stayed close to one another's hearts....
as i was looking through the photos we took..... from the year 2003.... till the year 2005 now.... so many wonderful memories just passed me by.... as i looked through the many many photos.... then i realised... all of us seemed to have grew up alittle... matured alittle... grew closer and closer... our smiles get more and more natural...... body languages just tell it all, isn't it ? from the 1st time we decided to name ourselves f.t.m.... the 1st time we booked a hotel and celebrated our 1st anniversary... to the time we worked hand in hand and witness the very 1st f.t.m wedding.
now.... as i looked back, i came to realise, i won't be whom i am today without f.t.m. there was a time, i thought true friendships were packs of lies not to be believed... there was a time, i came to doubt ........... how long can our friendship really last?
yet, time proves again and again that we CAN and we DID!
2 years....Coming to 3..... and for the next 10.... 20.... 40 years to come, let us share and witness each and every little special moments in our lives.
thanks all ........ for being that special gift deeply treasured in my heart. And knowing people like you, makes me truly believe.......... that i'm loved. =) f.t.m... forever. *hugz* +*+ Xin +*+
F.T.M wished upon a star at 3:29 AM
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